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Five Guidelines for the New Year

Happy 2012!!!!

So, I wanted to kick off this year on a high note by chronicling some of the best advice I’ve ever gotten.

1. Know thyself.

Uttered by the famed sage Socrates as the definition of wisdom, knowing oneself is the key to why we are all here.  Life is a game in which you first figure out who you are, and then launch yourself into the equally daunting task of figuring out who you’re meant to be.   There is nothing to be gained in forcing yourself to be who you think you should be if you’re really not.  It seems like it would be an easy thing, but truth be told, there are some voices that are louder than our own, and tuning them out is not easy.

2. Good ideas are fleeting- start on them as soon as possible.

Paraphrased from the John C. Maxwell book in my bathroom, it bears notice that most good ideas never come to fruition simply because people never get around to following through on them.  It happened to da Vinci, it happened to Clinton, and it has happened to me.  If you have a great idea, take the first step immediately or plan a time to do it.  It may change your life, or someone else’s.

3. If it can be done in less than one minute, do it now.

This one is a real game changer when put into practice.  It is at least fifty percent of the literature available on time management.  This simple idea will revolutionize your home, organizational skills, relationships, finances—no kidding.  Try it.  It’s one of the best things I’ve EVER heard—I really can’t over-sell this one.

4. You can do anything for fifteen minutes/You can do anything fifteen minutes at a time.

Some people will not notice the difference between these two ideas.  The first one means that anything in this world that is not fatal can be tolerated for a set amount of time.  The second is more poignant.  Anything in this world can be broken up and managed in fifteen minute intervals.  You want to find the secret to anything you want in life?  Anything impossible or overwhelming is insultingly easy once broken into fifteen minute bites.

5.  Don’t let the perfect be the enemy of the good.

This one is near and dear to my heart—as a perfectionist, I have actually sacrificed getting things done at all for the sake of doing them perfectly.  I have accomplished a fraction of what I deserve or could have achieved because of fear and timing—which is all perfectionism really is.  But I recognize that at this point in my life, bigger and bigger opportunities are slipping away because I am afraid of not pursing them the right way.  The fact is, in life, the only way to pursue anything is by laying it all out there—by not being afraid to look stupid and embracing the fact that you could completely fudge it all up.

These are the things that I’m keeping in mind as I launch into my 2012.  I am going to take chances, make changes, stop being perfect, fuck stuff up, be a little irresponsible, and basically, enjoy what it is to be twenty-two in New York City.  I’ve always loved the fact that people saw me as responsible—and I am.  I know that there’s only so far from that I will go.  But I want to start enjoying my life and stop trying to be everything to everyone.  I want to let my hair down and take chances, and most of all, stop giving a crap what everyone thinks of me.  And you know what?  I think that in doing so, I would actually be happier and ultimately more likeable.

So this year, I chase my own dreams, and my own happiness.  Even if I make a little mess along the way.

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One thing that I’m really working hard on drilling into my head is that things don’t always have to be perfect to get done. I’m constantly looking for the perfect or the best way to do things, and as a result I get very upset when I or anyone else realizes my shortcomings. This obsession with perfection and this inability to accept my own flaws has affected every area of my life, from my relationships and friendships to my job and my Buddhist practice.

I’ve been making a lot of interesting realizations in this area since I began the FlyLady website’s daily routines and since I started my Byakuren training. I have a lot of issues that go hand in hand with my perfectionism, and I realize that many times, it will stop me from making any type of headway in an area that troubles me.  Challenging the things that make me who I am, like my habits and tendencies, and putting myself in a position to care for and look after other (like Byakuren), makes me hyper-aware of just how deep some of these beliefs run. 

Therefore (realizing that I may have said this before), I’m trying to teach myself to be more aware of my strengths as well as my weaknesses, and focus on developing my strengths so that I always have something to be proud of, and at the same time, I will always have a direction to grow in.   Most people are far too easy on themselves, but it’s much more difficult to strike a balance when you’re too hard on yourself.  Our society rewards those who strive to develop themselves, who work two or three jobs, who spin plates, who can do and have it all.  This, however, is not a healthy ideal, because it doesn’t show the sacrifice involved in working incessantly, leading a life of “never enough.”

After getting my first job, I quickly learned that I was something of a workaholic.  I craved the sense of achievement and value I felt in being able to point to something that was better because I had been there.  I realized that often, I cared more and tried harder than anyone else.  I still do.  That attitude and enthusiasm has both defined and devastated me, leaving me wondering if somethimes, it wasn’t better to play it close to the vest.

I think that this is why Byakuren drew me in; I have spent my whole adult life serving others, helping behind the scenes, knowing that I was trying harder and more committed than anyone else.  In Byakuren, however, most of the other young women take their commitment and their training just as seriously.  Rather than being cheered by this, I was resentful, feeling as if I wasn’t shining as brightly next to so many stars. 

Now, I’m struggling to understand my own value, doing my best to forge the belief that those other young women are not perfect, and neither am I, and that doesn’t make any of us any less capable.  I have too easy of a time spotting my own flaws and comparing myself to others, and I want to truly believe in my own worth, as it stands and not as it measures up to some imaginary standard.  Obviously, I’m a long way from this; I may never overcome it entirely.  But I am working on a plan to help me see my own beauty and strength.

I encourage everyone to do the same.  Let’s win together!

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What you have become is the price you paid to get what you used to want.
~Mignon McLaughlin, The Neurotic’s Notebook, 1960

As humans, we have a tendency to act on emotions- to pursue happiness and satisfaction based on our fleeting day-to-day impulses. There is a huge difference, however, between needs and wants. At the beginning of the year, with its emphasis on introspection and self-development, we are much more in tune with what we need for our lives. That comes from much more than acceptance, but an active desire for change.

Change is necessary and healthy, but most of us resist it with a fervor and desperate excitement usually reserved for major sporting events and Black Friday specials. What we don’t realize, however, is that by resisting change we are fighting nature itself. Trees go through the endless cycle of the four seasons. Animals are born, live, mate, and die, sometimes all in the same day. Pilots are launched and canceled in their first season. Even the cells in our body never stabilize, but are constantly growing or dying.

I think it’s a powerful determination to take control of your life by understanding its innate transience, and resolving to choose the direction that your life will naturally develop in. You cannot stop change, but you can guide it and create the changes that you want to see the most in your own life.

Does that mean that unexpected or unwanted changes will never come? Absolutely not. But you will experience far greater growth, and when bumps do come up, you’ll be a person who can handle them.

If change is going to happen anyway, why not make it happen?

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